This little man man turned THREE just over a week ago. He was so excited this year, as you can probably tell from the expression on his face. We lit his candles and he practically exploded with delight.
There were dinosaurs and planes and trucks and more dinosaurs. I was extremely pleased with how his cake turned out…and it tasted good too. Baking on a HOT day is not my favourite pastime, but for this little guy…anything.
Today, he had his orientation at 3 year old Kindergarten. He didn’t want to go…and then he didn’t want to leave. I had to drag him out of there after all the official stuff of filling in forms was done. He plonked himself down on the footpath and screamed “I wanna go back to Kinder”. I think this means he likes it there. That makes me very happy, but of course It’s also bittersweet. My little man is growing up.
In preparation for Kinder I was reading through his child health record and I came across his birth details. I think maybe I have avoided reading this in the past…or my brain chose to gloss over it. When I read the words…profound brachycardia and fetal asphyxiation and sever fetal distress and apgar 3/5 I got a little upset. I realise how close we came to losing this boy that we had so longed for. It brought memories of his frightening birth flooding back. Memories of the Code Red button and the team of doctors and midwives around him after he was born, laying lifeless on the resuscitation unit. Memories of me squeezing my eyes shut and holding on to Sam for dear life while I pushed him into the world. Memories of the silence, and memories of him finally crying. We are so so very lucky that he is here.
Happy Birthday Little Man…we are so glad you are here!